Losing My Mind

by Mr Free

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released February 14, 2017

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Track Name: Intentions
Tokyo ~ Kyoto ~ Okinawa ~ Osaka
Project Intentions ~ Next Dimensions ~ Make Arrangements
Plans they change in Armed Engagement
Rio ~ Cairo ~ Berlin ~ London
Project Intentions ~ Next Dimensions ~ Make Arrangements
Plans they change in Armed Engagement

Splish ~ Splash ~ I plunge in the Mainstream swimmin against the current
Done with your games you're not gonna change me dealt with the things I weren't
America strangely cuff and restrain me ~ Officer can't we work this out
My souljah's been slain I'm holdin a flame ~ Ok well I came to burn they house
Murder Spouse ~ Look at the change in her account
All in a day retracted her claims and now she obtained absurd amounts
Before you detain me hear me out ~ Then boom on the pavement curb to mouth
One call from the bing my lawyer he came in court he would raise a worthy doubt
Freedem Rains ~ Twisted a spliff to ease the pain
Never the less continued my quest enough of these thieves I need a plane
Up in the embassy again ~ Couple a weeks the Visa came
Heaven forbid they tarnish the kid I'm gone to Japan to rearrange
Feed the Flame ~ I will get mine or have me to blame
So many times I step to the stage deliver the rhyme and people change
Destiny said I'd be acclaimed ~ My ex was convinced I needed fame
If that's what you see you never knew me and clearly it's time I fleed the scene

Chorus

Catch me on the rebound ~ There's a new neighborhood that I'm seen 'round
Where everyone of my hits gets rewound and all the kids wanna flock
wanna be down
Is it me is it the sound ~ Sometimes I'm feelin like God when he beam down
On the back of my fans til I'm reknown ~ Rock in every country Rock each town
And I'm aware some dreams drown ~ But I will leave no rock on the ground
Can only do what I feel deep down ~ And i will not half step I will seek crown
When it rains ~ When it snows ~ When it's sleetin Down
I'm deep in sound ~ Beats the pound ~ Freakin nouns
There is no competition to be beefin bout
Still Warrior ~ Fightin myself cause there's more in ya
Me upon the Mic is Euphoria ~ Whether my life or story Bra
Even when I say nidda not a damn thing ~ All my fans like oooo that's glorious
Modern Emcees they boring us ~ Freedem Please stay pon tourin bus
Or touring Flight ~ Them other cats they not ballin right
I can tell from your words you were born to right
And You are not like them they are all alike
They wanna pimp wanna ball wanna crush some dikes
Well...I wanna crush some dikes
Cross em back over getting Lovin Guys
Freedem so good yo they must oblige
Track Name: Suicide
Gentle Giant born defiant
The mic to me is like poseidon to trident
Centerstage i orchestrate the riot
My rays shine in the system despite it
Niggaz bite it youths recite it
Misanthropist wit this shit I pilot
Blast off passport can't count the mileage
Circled this earth 3 times i'm no novice
And no prophet
Future look grim yo prepare for glock spit
Babylon bwoy destroyed without profit
Noah had the ark I'm a look down from cockpit
Hoverin utterin what i spit
Witness the visciousness of false doctrines
Body is my temple bout time i detox it
Cleanliness is godliness fuel this hot shit

Chorus:
Suicide its a suicide
Nigga wanna be a G but the rules apply
And you aint never find yaself til ya lose ya mind
So do or die boy do or die

This is shit talk love when the kick drops
Traded in my pair a air force ones for flip flops
Got a specal finger here that I flip cops
My only hatred is the maker of tic toc
Time is bondage and I'm his hostage
Shackled down and neuced it grew from group conscious
Throw me in the booth I'm loose I'm too monstrous
Throwback dough stack fuck this new nonsense
Gimme old school beats wit new mindsets
Gimme something i can rock to when I'm vexed
Get me hype but gimme little bit a content
Miss me wit ya hollowtip flow skits and bomb threats
Mixed nigga mixed messages its complex
Two sides in mind its like congress
What don't kill us tho somehow it bond us
On that note they should legalize ganja

Chorus

I am the breath that gave life to human
I'm the slave I'm the peasant the rulin
I've burried treasures that tell tales I'm ruined
I've been the master the teacher the student
I'm from Chemung yo it's right next to Steuben
Around that way I grew right next to Guilian
I watched a town a 40 thou live thru him
Greatest moment when the wolfpack booed him
The only constant I see is movement
Lookin back I wonder where my college crew went
Can't claim to be the nicest nigga til i prove it
Each day I rise touch skies and do shit
You bound to fall if ya nah seek improvement
If you ain't nurturin yo shit you lose it
That goes for intellect yo chick and music
It's freedem fighta bwoy kick back and groove wit
Track Name: Crazy
I'm a schizophrenic, Sick demented*
Not quite what my Dad intended*
So segmented, Black but blended*
White half craves hallucigenics*
Love my image, hate my limits*
Even when I'm out in Kemet*
Whip I bend it, Crib I rent it's*
Only til the album's finished*
Once it drops*
Get a big ole plot with a boat or yacht*
So we can party all night and never know the cops*
Cause I'm out way out where the road it stops*
Call my hippy friends tell them grow their crops*
Was a voice inside told me grow my locks*
Another voice inside told me hold a glock*
So I don't get done like them Indians*
Where you been?*
All the whites got hyped and they did em in*
Gave em all good books like Gideons*
With a little bit a gin in them*
Now they actin like friends to them*
It's a masquerade tell me when it ends*
Cause even I gotta play pretend just to make some ends and it makes me cringe*

Chorus:
This world is crazy*
So hard to stay me*
Was born a lion, feel I'm dyin, how'd they tame me*
Crazy*
Heaven Save me*
I try to fight it but God I can feel em change me*

Wanna talk about changes*
Wann be rich famous tell the world your name is*
As a young boy felt this life was aimless*
Gotta rearrange this*
So I flipped through pages*
Read the latest sages*
While I said my prayers*
Hoping to open some higher layers*
Never met the teacher*
Still I studied life through the eyes of preachers*
My Mom's evangelist, her Dad's evangelist*
Trust me it gets deeper*
Then came Cheeba*
I'm a change the whole world cause I'm a dreamer*
Grown folks look at me nod and smile and say*
Yeah kid we believe ya*
I could feel em doubt me*
Crack an evil grin, ya'll don't know nil about me*
I'm 4 dimensional, Exponential pull*
Spirits they surround me*
So it was for a good while*
Til I flipped my script of up on some hood style*
My slang changed, wanna bang things*
Was clearly a confused child*
Til Pops pulled me over said*
Ooo Child things are gonna get easier*
Just be yourself, gotta free yourself*
From the things you see in the media*
Then I looked at what they's feeding us*
Gotta flash the flash misleading us*
All they highlight is the street in us*
And it's keepin us from achieving love*

Chorus
This world is crazy*
Track Name: Losing My Mind
They say you're never gonna survive unless we little crazy
So when I reach mountaintop I scream save me
Nothing ever dope was done without bravery
So I walk where the good God takes me
Scientist say Mother Earth wanna shake me
Or Poseidon wanna swell up and spray me
Not today boy I'm so far form Swazy
Unless we all go I'll be eyeing 80
Acting senile like I don't even see ya'll
On my Steven Segal like I'm above the law
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone upon the see-saw
I'm too heavy for these goons who want to be small
If I can think it I can be it I can have it
I see the mansion push the whip feel the fabric
And i'm a get it with no need for being savage
A little loco though your boy not average

Chorus:
Losing My Mind thrown outta line
Losing my faith could you show me a sign
Meaning of life always sublime
Cards in my hand but we already blind

Damn can't focus to save my own life
Can't stay put long enough to meet wife
Can't stand a girl who keep her clothes on skype
Can't be the King if I ain't willing to fight
But I can be the man when I'm feeling it right
And this one got your boy like a thrill in the night
Similar to Indica you put in your pipe
This the escape with no breaks I'm dipping through lights
Gone like it's Cleveland Lebron
Killing season is on
My best weapon is a beat and a poem
And I'm known for tapping into the zone
And leaving speakers just blown
I'm not stoppin til I'm reaching the thrown

Chorus
Track Name: Wondering Why
Blue roses is all I have to hold
I'm guilty of chasing fools gold
The sun shined now it's gone now I'm cold
Bring back my blanket bring back my soul
I've seen so many travel down the same road
Promising myself to never see that hole
But here I am Deep Abyss so low
Damn you should a seen us glow
Birds rejoiced and trees stretched to grow
Caressin us Blessin us we shined so
Undoubtedly a Divine flow
Oh baby won't you be mine.. No
The line was drawn but of course you know it's toed
Round and Round round we go
Words are only half the other half is what we show
She said, "Free I Have to Go"

I'm just Wondering Wondering Wondering Why
Swore it be you and me unti we die
Drinkin to drown my sorrows forgettin getting High
Had me from Hello so Baby why you say goodbye

My sheets are heavy now it's hard to pull em back
Weight upon my chest as well My heart's black
I'm not depressed but my life is all an act
Keep the surface cool inside I'm fallin off the track
She on my mental playback
No amount of editting could rearrange the facts
Souls collide and opposites attract
We must a been the same Ain't no balance in that
My friends say I'm buggin come back
It's misery but I love where I'm at
Deep up in the desert with no food or pack
Nothing to remind me of the lost contact
My E.K.G. would read flat
Less you had some Captain's, Patron or Jack
Drink away the pain to cover up just what I lack
I want her back man, I want her back

Chorus

Grown man shed no tears ~ Appears
To be Samson-esque til Delila brings Shears
Used to clutch her now in turn clutch beers
Defense mechanisms How you face your fears
Love is what it is ~ Kids ~ try to emulate grown folks ideas
But that was not like this
We were on a unparalleled path from 1st kiss
Used to patch the innertube when the tire went flat
Submerge it in the water findin where the hole's at
Put my heart up in the bottle and the bubbles showed the crack
My Soul was steady leakin tried to patch it wit a sack
Contact
My body is a temple ~ It's been rendered to a shack
All the hearts that I slain guess that Karma came back
Bartender give me one more gnac
Track Name: Let Me Go (feat. Lisa Taylor)
I know its hard to say
Been so fun to play
Truly love ya company and the way you treated me
But theres so many paths
Throughout all the laughs
I'm not cut out for this type a thing I feel so bad
You been such a good man to me how could I forget
But I don't wanna take this to a place that we regret
Every thing you done was right
But all the same I'm on a flight
Off to rip another show
Girl got to go I love you tho

I can't stay with you
You can't come with me
If this was meant to be it would be can't you see
let me go

Ya friends keep tellin you they never seen a love like this
I admit it for a minute it was seemin to be bliss
But you stay on the clock
And my song doesn't stop
The honeymoon is over lets keep it real girl off the top
Ain't no sense in acting like we friends we know could never be
Cause if you come to my place girl you know I'll set u free
So lets just back away
Fragile hearts a break
Minimize our sorrows
I'll go

You know I'm buddhist involved wit non attachments
Your intention it seems to call for Saturn
And I aint ringin a soul just to keep it at home while I'm gone doin myndirt on my lone
I hit u up and u workin workin workin
U hit me back and I'm off this Earth with verses
U said it under ya breath I heard the curses
Lets chalk it up I think we done served our purpose
Physically you uh you so into me
Until I gotta go then you turn enemy
Til I gotta show then u wanna vent at me
Rite before I hit the stage u --- up my energy
You tryin to pick up or deaden me
Was thinkin you could somethin new instead a me
Even if its not as good in bed as me
Girl just let it be